Saturday, November 28, 2009

KORBANKAH ini?

NEW LAYOUT y'all! clap clap HEHE.

saya MEMANG RAJIN untuk mencari layout baru lantaran kutukan bernas yang diberikan amat berkesan untuk membuatkan saya keterujaan hyper. saya juga amat terharu ada orang memuji layout saya yang baru ini, beri the SWEET one u know, seperti LAILA contohnya. wakakaka.

Friday, November 27, 2009

EID SA'EED

Never be without remembrance of Him,
For His remembrance gives strength,
And wings to the birds of the Spirit.

RUMI

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Hajjan mabruura wa 3omra maqbuula

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Oldies : Satu Hari Di Mas3a

Perbualan dengan seorang 3ammou (pak cik) muda bertubuh agak sasa. Janggut dicukur, yang tinggal hanya kumisnya yang lebat.

Kam li wa7ed? khamseen momken?” (Seorang berapa? 50 boleh?)
“Mashi. Khamseen” (Ok. 50)
Khamseen bas??” (50 jek?)

(terkejut apa pasal murah sangat..betul ke 3ammou ni.)



Saturday, November 21, 2009

KISAH : AKU MEMANG CUN (wakaka)

Adalah seorang lelaki (tidak tahu lah perawan atau tidak) bernama Nasruddin, nak cari calon isteri yang sempurna. Cantik, pandai, berdikari, pandai bersosial, kuat agama, putih itu sah-sah lah..

Maka dia berjalan ke serata pelusuk bumi nak cari calon, sampai di sebuah negeri, dia terjumpa dengan perempuan yg dia berkenan, tapi tak mencukupi syarat yang dia nak..

Berjalan lagi, sampai di sebuah negeri yang lain, jumpa lagi seorang perempuan, dah berkenan, tapi ada juga kurangnya..

Thursday, November 19, 2009

See You Soonest!


A soul in love is free from worries,
With love all problems left me,
With love I became happy.

May this arduous journey turn into sweet from sour it might be.

When I see You, You are all I see,
I'm happy to see your smiles,
Apart from You, my heart gets weak,



Tapi.. walaupun sekejap, yang manis mesti mahu dikenang. berat kot nak tinggalkan? hir hir hir



MODE : syahdu ler kot. dan galak? wakakaka ;p

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Ask Those Who Know


Give thanks for His unity.
He created when nothing existed.
And since we are actually nothing,
what are possessions, houses, shops?


Yunus Emre

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Raya Haji dah nak mai..Ai ai, maka seronoklah muda mudi dapat pi jumpa Allah dan RasulNya..

4.13am, sejak bila burung hantu mai ni? argh.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Saya suka Kivanc..Dia hensom..

Oww I just love these words which quoted from the famous Qais 'Aamir, the lover of Laila :

أمر على الديار ديار ليلى******* أقبل ذا الجدار وذا الجدرا
ومأ حب الديار شغفن قلبي******* ولكن حب من سكن الديارا


"Whenever I pass through the city of Laila,
I love every door and wall of it.
Really I do not love the city as a city,
but rather love the people in it who are associated with Laila."

And another one, which is unknown to me, but the words macam nak sepak2 je aku.. :

تعصى الإله وأنت تظهر حبه ******** وهذا لعمري في الفعال بديع
لو كان حبك صادقا لأطعتَه******** إن المحب لمن يحب مطيع


"You pretend to be a lover of God,
and yet you disobey His commandments!
And I swear, in practice, this is strange.
If you were a true lover, you would never disobey Him,
for a lover always follows the orders of his beloved."

I'm a lover yet not the true one. He is beloved to me. You are beloved to me, but still not considered as the true one. But better less than nothing right, eh?

:) Kayuh perlahan-lahan la kot, sat g kita jumpa eh..

Wes wes, just discovered a video of this one zikr ritual, but I don't know which tarekat is practising that kind of ritual, kalau tau, jangan segan bitau sayer..sayer teringin nak tau..ihik ihik ihik~ (muntah bole?)

Lai lai lai tengok, dia punya zikr sedap, tapi bila aku ikut sama, aku mengarut bahasa tamil kot..Hahahaha

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=104361422912261&ref=mf#/video/video.php?v=104361422912261

Syair arab ada rentaknya, kalau nak belajar, belajar lah Arudh wal Qafiah, tapi saya tak boleh belajar, sebab saya tak faham hape..owh owh memang BEST SANGAT sebab tak belajar apa, bila periksa, tak tahu jawab apa..ow ow another big BEST..best kan?kan?

hah. T____________________T

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Bila yang 'ini' menghantui..

Saya bukan orang yang petah bicara. Jika disuruh menterjemah atau menerang, saya bukanlah orangnya. Banyak tahu, saya lebih mudah tersenyum dan ketawa. Tapi ramai juga tahu sifat itu yang membunuh dan merendahkan saya. Orang baru, saya dianggap pemalu dan sangat suka tersenyum. Orang lama, saya dipanggil "budak suka ketawa" dan "suka buat hal".

Laila : Cuma 3 Saat

Berikan tiga saat untukku diam
Supaya kata-kataku tidak melukakan
Berikan tiga saat untukku diam
Supaya lidah ini membelitkan

“Tidaklah hasil tuaian lidah manusia itulah yang menghumbankan muka mereka ke dalam neraka?”
(sebahagian hadith riwayat Tirmizi, An-Nasai, Ibn Majah dan Ahmad)



Friday, November 13, 2009

Mantiqut Toir - Musyawarah Burung

To the one who introduced this very beautifully made book as my new addiction towards Fariduddin Attar's spiritual writings, as well as dragging me to 'meet' other legendary poets in Sufism mystic, masyhuran kaan aw mastuuran, to Ibnulfaridh, it's a wondrous experience to know the existence of such a great person like you in this dunya..Yes, Ibnulfaridh, the poet of Love..

the book known also as the one translated into Indonesian Lang :

"Si Burung Hudhud Yang Tidak Pernah Letih Memburu Cinta Simurgh"

click to download.

kalau memang minat, you won't find any boredome masa baca. mungkin.. :)

Friday : Those Who Became Complete

Those who became complete
didn't live this life in hypocrisy,
didn't learn the meaning of things
by reading commentaries.

Reality is an ocean; the Law is a ship.
Many have never left the ship,
never jumped into the sea.

They might have come to Worship
but they stopped at rituals.
They never knew or entered the Inside.

Those who think the Four Books
were meant to be talked about,
who have only read explanations
and never entered meaning,
are really in sin.

Yunus means "true friend"
for one whose journey has begun.
Until we transform our Names,
we haven't found the Way.

Yunus Emre

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Read it, feel it, then reach deep within ourselves, how many vows of perpetuation towards Him being neglected?

Blessed Friday, everyone. Blessed journey, to one who's going out in the path of Him, to seek only His love and the Prophet's love. Spread the love with smiles!

Lof lof lof :)

Thursday : Tomorrow's Friday..Motif?

"Ahh retorik. Memang, wanita gemar puitis dan melankolik."


ada benarlah tu. kebanyakkannya begitu. nak buek camno? PMS all the time. kakaka

OHH. mood : rasa nak tembak orang.


HUAHUAHUAHUA

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

You're already gone

My broken heart's sorrows are deep,
Painful, disturbed, broken my sleep,
If you don't believe, send your thoughts,
And you will see how in sleep I weep.

Oldies yet smoothing



The Happy Virus


I caught the happy virus last night,
When I was out singing beneath the stars,
It is remarkably contagious -
So kiss me.


Hafiz.

My beloved's beloved is beloved to me.

"I said, your lips said, your lips we revive,
I said, your mouth said, sweetness we derive,
I said your words, he said, Hafiz said,
May all sweet lips be joyous and alive."

(Rubaiyat of Hafiz) - "You are my Shams of Tibriz"

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May my remembrance of your Beauty last forever.

Grovelling towards You as a servant of You, greeting the voice of Your Beloved. I am here and ready to obey You!

Labbaikallahumma labbaik.

it's 3.20 am. .....................

I barely hear the recitation of Surah Luqman from my most favorite qaari, Shaikh Maher Al- Mu3aiqly, as I'm ready to close my eyes by now.


And then I smile.


*sweet dreams, everyone*


.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Monday, November 9, 2009

Like the dawn breeze

A sigh escapes me,
like the dawn breeze
blending virtue
with hope.

I push aside the leaves
like the dawn breeze
let the morning dew-drops
shine in the new day.

My beloved, has your ancient wound healed?




Kemala.



"............"







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Monday : Events and..

fever, flu, stuffy nose, soar throat, teary eyes, heavy headache, what else could I ask for?

depression and despair turn me into such condition?

I'm really one weak girl then.

hopefully, not because of that.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Saturday : T_T

"I like listening to clever people, academics, clerics, even the teh tarik crew. But at the end of an encounter, I always think that what they say does not resemble real life. The academics approach the issue in an academic manner, the religious authorities approach the matter in their way, we all have our own assumptions, prejudices and judgement. We all live in our castle."

" I must admit this : listening to such pessimism among my peers and Muslims frightens me. So many complaints, so many grouses, so many issues, is it any wonder why non-Muslims think we're crazy?

"We don't seem to have much faith in ourselves."

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Why must I jot down her quotes and all?

I'm not saying I'm a huge fan of Dina Zaman's writings nor adoring her, but the way she strengthens her critical thinking skills somehow managed me to think twice and start to look back at how comfortable we are in allowing pessimism 'value' in our life. True but sigh..

I'm being poyo here, no need to tell me that. Because I love to babble when nobody's listening to me, that's why I blog. I love being obsessed with what I write.. Hahahaha. Tendang laju2

Oh yeah, mmm, another thing, tak tahu kenapa hari ni mamai, tambah dengan sakit tekak, I've been invited and informed, that the programmes/muhadarah at Subang will be held today. So I've mindset that, I will be going to SP and gonna fetch my friends there going along with teacher to Madrasah Subang (sorry, I forgot the Madrasah name haha), but then, afraid that things could change out of the blue , I immediately texted Asma and asked her in her confirmation hearing, and guess what, lucky that I didn't start the engine and drove all the way to SP when the plan going there should be tomorrow. Oh hepinye sayer.

Oh by the way, to my friend, Asma, in case you didn't know where to comment after my posts, you can carefully note at the bottom of each post, there's "0 Comment", click on it, and write down your comment, then right after that, choose which account you're suitable with, as for you, I suggest "Name/Url", you don't need to fill in the url link, your name is enough, wallaaah, you're done, and good luck!

HAHA semangat berkobar-kobar mengajar. Desperados. Thanks bestie, anyhow, I feel loved :)

<3

Friday, November 6, 2009

Light Of Jakarta : Inspiring People

It was sunny that day, Jakarta as always, is a hectic busy country, people and cars are like everywhere. That's Jakarta, and I really enjoyed my 'trip' there plus with now everyone can fly slogan, it's like a dream comes true moment, yes, syok sendiri membina wawasan, walaupun banyak benda nakal perlu settle before going there.. ohh yeah

Ok I'm not goin to blog about cuti-cuti Jakarta whatsoever or Malingsia kau, tapi yes, if you want to shop til you drop, then Jakarta is the place. Mak aihh, rambang mata bole..

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Blanky blurrfffh

This is what I got done today, not CUTE at all, plus the layout didn't suit my page very well + setting entah apa-apa.

Letih kot. Dah MALAS.

But looking forward to setting up a new one soon. Siapa malas takkan pandai untuk rajin! hahadoi.

MOTTO MOTTO.

boring kot tengok layout blog sendiri *yawning* haha

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

MOTTO


Even in my despair, I am loved,
Even in my distress, I am blessed,
In my test, I find ease,
and in my pain, I understand joy, even more..
I can smile when I am sad,
even if just for the reason that I simply still can........


so THANKS to YOU.

:)

a new start for an old blogger - LAMEness!

B I S M I L L A H

It’s a habit of yours to walk slowly.
You hold a grudge for years.
With such heaviness, how can you be modest?
With such attachments, do you expect to arrive anywhere?

Be wide as the air to learn a secret.
Right now you’re equal portions clay
and water, thick mud.
Abraham learned how the sun and moon and the stars all set.
He said, No longer will I try to assign partners for God.

You are so weak. Give up to grace.
The ocean takes care of each wave
till it gets to shore.
You need more help than you know.
You’re trying to live your life in open scaffolding.
Say Bismillah, In the name of God
as the priest does with a knife when he offers an animal.

Bismillah your old self
To find your real name.

RUMI
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Mucho graciass to Blogspot for giving every loser blogger, like me, the space and freedom to blog AGAIN and escape from deranged people around. Ouch!

I'm booted to be here since you-know-when, and please do boot boot me so that I can STAY here longer cos I don't want it to be like before i-know-what-you-did-last-2-months-kot kahkah ;p

Tak pe, aku menerima segala tohmahan bernas yang mengatakan aku gedik (dari dulu kott)..huahua kesian kat aku kot ;p

Ok, adios for now, jumpa lagi. Wah holiday memang best kot. Menikmati seadanya woho! and selamat belajar la kott untuk korang2 ni ;p